i don't even know what to say. my poor wife... pain and suffering every day... pain medicine everyday. Dr. Miner seems confident that he's on the right track, but her constellation of symptoms, her history is so bizarre. it falls outside of my scope of practice. what is going on??!! are we ever going to get this under control, resolved? i don't see how she can keep going with as bad as it is currently... she used to be fully funcitonal, now we're just happy if we can get out for a few hours a day. this is insane. unbelievable. heart breaking. literally breaking my heart.
Recently I had a single person ask me if marriage was difficult. I'm not sure I can make a statement that rings true in all and for all marriages. My experience of marriage has been intertwined with my wife's difficult health problems. Thus my perspective has been colored. Facing life in the midst of these health problems has been the most difficult experience of my life. What I can say about marriage is that I was lied to almost my entire life. God did not invent marriage to "make us happy"... The lie propagated by nearly every facet of American society as a whole. A lie left largely un-refuted by church, or so it seemed to me. "Oh, he makes me so happy!" and then when he doesn't make you happy any longer... "I just don't love him anymore". Divorce then follows. The now single person starts looking for another source of happiness. The cycle repeats, as the broken and imperfect person seeks the wrong remedy. I do not mean to say that you
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