First Day of the Rest of My Life The day before my wedding I felt calm. The knowledge that tomorrow I would be bound to another person for the rest of my life, for better or for worse, was not intimidating or fear provoking. The thought of it was actually comforting. I love Vanessa! We had faced trials together. Through each one, I discovered more about myself and my love for her. God has really grown me in my capacity to love over the three years of our dating. The love I have for her is much less self-centered. I still have my “what about me” moments, but they are fewer and it takes less time for me to realize my folly. Anyhow… This is a journal of my thoughts surrounding our first week together as a married couple. I couldn’t sleep at all the night before. Though I had three beers and felt very drowsy at 1:00 AM, I did little more than toss and turn all night. I feared being very sleepy during the wedding, But once I got to the church I was very alert, I felt excited to be married a