There is a feeling you get when you're a second year medicine resident in the ICU at night, I remmeber it well. It comes when you are In charge of peoples lives... When you can sense that something terribly bad is going on in a patient's body and though it elludes detection, you can tell that they are headed towards death that very night... and the patient might not even be aware of it... This feeling comes on you after you realize YOU are the only chance that person has... To NOT die. But you know you can't stop it from happening. That's the feeling I have right now. It haunts me. David