When I proposed to my wife... it was easily the most spiritual moment in all of my life. God was there and blessed us as I took a step towards his chosen blessing in my life. His will, my amazing and beloved wife. I've never felt that much euphoria before or since. The other day, as life is heavier than its ever been... I've been in need of a more tangible God. As I drove around with no real destination in mind, I like to drive when I need to think... I found myself pulling up to the place where I had once felt the presence of God. When I sat down looking into the spot where I had given my life to God and to my wife, I felt God's presence again. Tears started rolling down my cheeks... and I spoke to God. He comforted me, and reassured me that he is with me. dngilb. ps. This is an update written months later... when I wrote the above, I kept it "safe" I didn't want to share to openly about how much I was hurting or what I was feeling, I was too afraid of