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Dear blog. Please help me remember. Help me remember in the future that if Vanessa and I have our health, God, and each other... That we are truly blessed! Help us to be content. I write this in the midst of Van's continued health problems. How I long for her to feel good and enjoy a simple walk in the park. -- Post From My iPhone

Is this it?!!

So, Vanessa's nightly abdominal pain started like usual. Her subspecialist still thinks he's on the right track, but every bit of the $700/mo meds he's got her on seem to make no difference. But this past Saturday night was different than the past 60 some nights in a row with completely incapacitating and distressing abdominal pain. This night, it never let up. As soon as the pain meds wore off, she looked terrible again. By 8 a.m. the pain was even worse. She's never had this much pain in the morning before! How could this have happened??!!! The day before she felt so great! Since this was not apparently getting any better, we sought evaluation in the ER. I thought it was actually a waste of money to do the CT scan. She's had three in the past during the identical pain crises... and all were normal. When the results came back as acute appendicitis, I was floored. Floored. I began crying... How can this be??? What more new problems can my poor wife develop??!! She&#